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Wednesday, February 08, 2006

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Hello sir

So nice to receive your early mail and call today .I just wonder that compare with your 2 mails, it is hard to say whose mails are longer or more touching, since from your words and feelings , i could feel and touch a red, true heart, without any decoration . I think that is why both of us are so easier to communicate and understand each other, since we are the same type of people who are so rare now.

YOu can say i am rational, but that is only my thinking way, i am myself, the way i am. Sometimes i will also be very emotional in some way, and that is also me. So it is fine for me to be any one of these features. Just like what i told you that i could bevery quiet and read for very long hours, also could run and exercise for many hours outside, since i am the wild rabbit who enjoys both quiet and active features. :):) Isn't it pleasant to have both sides of life?

By the way, i suggest you use your own pc at home to write personal mails. Of course , it depends on you. :) I think that will be more relaxed and more convenient, what do you think? :)

Last night, as what i told you today,i felt so tired so i went to bed immediately when i logged off. The sleepness is unresistable to me. It is quite seldom for me, since mostly i won't feel so sleepy, but on the other hand, it is so good that brings me the sweet and deep dreams so easily and quickly, maybe that is another result of exercise, what do you think?


About running, after talking with you, i started my evening running near my home at 16:45 before my dinner. This time in our area, it was shower. So i could only run 2 rounds first, but suddenly it started to rain quite big, so i could only wait in the building and wish it would stop. During this period, i even thought of going home instead of waiting. But later after 15 minutes, it stopped and i caught up this good chance to finish another 8 rounds and finally i felt so good and hot.

Then i had the shower at home and sat down and enjoyed the delicious meal( some part of the dishes were cooked by me this morning and i also learned the way to deal with a live fish and how to cook Pork feet soup). Resting after exercising is so wonderful, except my parents seemed can not understand why i insisited on running even during the rain, my father even kidding on me. But what i feel is the desire from my heart that i want to run and want to keep me healthy, no matter it rains or not. And luckily i did and found the feeling is so good, tomorrow afternoon i plan to play badminton which is also another good sport i like. Exercise can not only practise your body, but also very beneficial to your mind, they are
supplymentary and one part.

Well, i am so glad that we can walk into each other's pure heart without hiding. Such kind of childish relaxing feeling is just what we, or maybe other many people are looking for in this more and more sophsicated and complicated adult world. No matter how much money you earn, how high status you are, i am sure in the bottom of our hearts, we are eager to find one peaceful and pure place could really have a nice sweet , quiet dream and feel so comfortable and trustful. In that world, no lies, no fights, no guess, no envy; what it has is the frankness, equality, trust and care and concerns to each other. Maybe this level could only stay in the period when we are naive children, not now this complicated world.

However from this trip, you , and I found that we have the same thought to pursue such kind of pure world and we are the same group people( even our thinking ways are different, but won't affect the basic feature.) That is why we feel very happy and peaceful , it is very hard to reach this level, i think, some people even take their whole life to find one in their life time.
So i feel very happy to see and know a good person as you. I am happy that you are happy. Life should be like this, be happy from the heart and do what you can do to this world and society. Then we won't waste our time.

Well, time to sleep , even tonight i don't feel so tired as the previous ones, but i try to do some reading before my sleep . Learn something new everyday maybe another good advice to keep yourself young and happy.

Have a nice dream and see you next week.

Truly yours,
Girl



Hi, Girl,

Here I only like to recall the most beautiful moment occurring at that night, the second night. Though it was midnight already, though almost all day along climbed mountains, I seemed not must tired, I knew it was because of her, because of her being side and front and around. I truly feel whenever I see her or talk with her, I will be in fully spirit, I become younger, lightening with heart, and with a lot of minds, too. ?could I have a hug with you, please?I stared at her in much novice. I hoped to get a positive reply. She smiled with a second thoughts, ?I think it is no problem, it should be ok?she turned to me. Do you know what makes me brave enough? Her naive. And what makes me so excited? Her free from care in every minute . And what makes me as peace as water? Her honest and soft hug. And what makes me set a moral line? Her frank character and a kind of pursue sprit to a true life as well as her naive talking and appearance. In fact, I at beginning , at my deep heart, take her as my younger sister if she doesn't mind, so I call her ?girl? only me who understand the meaning. I have known her for almost two years, this leaves me only to KNOW her; but only these days I truly understand her, UNDERSTAND is different from KNOW. I know I have got a real BEAUTY STUFF which I have been pursuing for a quite long time, almost ten years. So the moment while I hugged her, I didn't feel excited but peace as a lake without wave. What I really wanted to do that moment, I just dreamed to sleep, closed my eyes leaning on her for a while sleep. I thought nothing, nothing could bother me; I saw nothing, nothing could attract me; I heard nothing, no noise could interrupt me. Time was still, we stood against each other in arms across holding to each other. The moment stays in my mind forever. I pray to get it, it comes to me at last. What do I have anything to pray? No more I need! If only had she understood. She is a beautiful girl, but not only beartiful. That is her whom I am in LOVE.
Sir

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