Hi, girl,
it is me again, i am now sitting in the office in the main state writing to you. so happy to read your amil, i found your mail is much better than ones you sent to me. i have another two days here for a consultation and it seems that i use all the time of mine to discuss topics with officers here. they are all cooperative and give me a lot help and assistnats. anyway, just let you know i am find. but i want to tell you i almost spent three hours horroble last night, hei,hei,hei, this morning, at 1 to 4am, i never get so pain in the stomache, i had to twiste my body for a long time and support my belly with my hand and roll down in the carpet here and there. my God, i didn't think i could come back at that time. i thought many things, life, death, just like movies screen one by one, i think i might not stand to tomorrow. i could call medical emergency, but at so deep night i didn't bother anybody, like Mr. Flxxg whose apart. is away 50 yards from mine, i only thought come on, i could stand another half hour. you know i thought about the Twin buildings colapsed on Sept.11 and somebody dropped down from the floors that time, these poeple might think the death is much better than the life at that itme during all smokings and fires arounding and temporature was so tremendously high. so i was so sad to think why i got it here, in the states. i thought about you, i might not have any chance to tell you everything intersting, so pity, so suffer, so sorrow you won't get it as i did at the moment. three hours late, i got to sleep in unconciously and until 7 am. when i woke up, the first thing i felt "i come back, my life is back", so beautiful, life is so wonderful, i love the life. everything comes back just. ok, you don't worry about it while i tell you this, this is only one experiences happening to me in this country.
yesterday, Mr. Dxxe's accompanied me around the their president G.Washington's private ranch, i spent a valueable mornig and had lunch with them in a Chinese restaurant where I thought i ate something bad which caused me a night pain in my stomache. ok, my girl, one more day i will fly to Los Sangeles for another three days exatily for myself own. anyway, i will write you more if i could. take care yourself and have a good rest.
Sir
Hi, dear girl
I am now sitting in the library in FSI this afternoon use the internet again to try my fingers to you. You know that is uncomfortable in the Main States as a consultation this morning, this doesn’t mean people there are not polite, the security checking made me nerves every minute and every time. And in the morning I was leaded to the chief of finance officer who introduced me to the second accounting lady who showed her job and asked me some questions at time, but I didn’t have, because I just want to learn some. Then she escorted me to the next, and the next escorted me to the next, until the fifth lady I talked to, and I needed to talk to everyone of my purpose of coming here and my interesting topics. Boring, isn’t it. At the last, the chief asked me what else I would like to know, I could say nothing. I never though I would be in this way being a consultation man in the Main States. Each cabinet I went to, need by someone else, and was watched, too. You know this morning I used computer in limitation, one lady whose computer I used is a little kind and let me use only ten minutes, then she came to me and logged it off. I know that is their role to control the office security. So I raised to the chief that Id’ like to go back to FSI this afternoon than stay in the Main States. She was happy, just as she gets rid of a burden. My God, what am I, I be a burden of other’s. So I took shuttle here and sat in a library to continue my mail to you. A long story, hopefully you totally understand. I know I told you a horrible “accident” happening to me, a pain in my stomached is so sudden, so painful, so unusual and so untouchable which I’ve never and ever caught. When I said I had tripped to the Heaven ( should be Hail ) once, please don’t be so shock ( surprised ), I just described it to you what really having happened to me last night or a dawn in this morning. While I said I lost my conscious, it really means that I was swept though and tied to be nearly coma. Ok, now everything seems over, I come back. I want to tell you I feel life beautiful and meaningful when the last nightmare was over. Every new idea comes up to my mind and I just feel very fresh and pretty new today. I can go back to see/talk/face to you again, what a beautiful thing it is. I am sorry for the mail of this morning, it may be too much exaggerate, but what I want to do is to get you know me. You are my dear friend whom I truly trust, I even not tell my family. I am afraid they will get worry. What about you, it seems you get completely recovery from a bloody sickness, that is very good. But be careful, this season is not so good, it easily get something bad. I miss you and I always remember your smiling face and your gesture and your naughty childhood naïve. I sigh sometimes for something. I know this is human basis, they always think of their time during their childish. I miss it, too. So whenever I see you, I, for some reasons, can’t help recalling my time during being a child. Anyway, I think you really bring me a lot, I hope you will get it in return from me. This maybe the last mail, but who knows. Looking forward to reading yours soon.
Sir